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Thursday, October 22, 2009

I JUST HATE MYSELF SO SO SO SO SO SO~~~~~~~~~~MUCH AT THIS MOMENT RIGHT NOW! i wanted u..but i cant do anything to change ur mind..

Am i crying now??? no! i am not..i swear b4 tt i wont cry agn..mani thoughts running thru my mind now..so mani tt i cant even focus on 1..why am i being so emo all of a sudden..why? Army..yes..it is wat all boys should go thru..it is part of our life..but do u all understand tt the process is tough? no..i don mean the training and disciple..wat i meant is not taught in the army..the connection to outside world..i dunno where dis is goin..so i probably should stop here..

i dunno if u realise tt i might cry over you..probably u wont..and its not entirely over u..its fucking difficult for a guy to call a girl do something..but its fucking easy for a girl to call a guy do something..why ah? its been 20 yrs since after i am born..and what have i done? studying and studying and studying..and some part-time here and dere..and servin NS now..other than tt..NOTHING! I WAN TO MAKE SOME ACHIEVEMENT..i dunno where my life is drawing to..where will i go after NS..study in UNI or work..if i cant get into UNI..wat will i work as?

besides tt..Kindergarten..PRIMARY sch..Secondary sch..Poly..all the memories still runs..its like the activities jus happen yst..frm student becoming a soldier overnight..i believe i am adapting well now..

Broken@| 9:02 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Found some videos during my boring time...check them out

Broken@| 8:59 PM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Life is getting borier and borier each day..

Broken@| 3:47 PM

Sunday, October 4, 2009

its sun..and i gonna book in soon..nthin much 2dae..jus another sian sun..cos its a book in day

oh ya..and i jus realise somethg..for those in army..and in fact..all the army guy now..the day tt u book out..u are veri happy cos u get to go home..but once u back home..u dunno wat to do..or nthin to do..perhaps we stay in camp for too long..and forgt our lives outside..HAH

i actually counted the days to my ORD..
if i nv count wrongly..
DAYS TO ORD: 607

oh god..tts so damn long..

Broken@| 7:54 PM

Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

i didnt celebrate this day..well..actually last time i did..my mum would bring me and my sis to the activity organise by come CC..den dere will be some performance and we would carry those paper lantern and plae candles..but now already grown up..so naturally all these thgs had stop..and the meaning of mid-autumn festival had ended in the current stage of my life..there will stilll be some eating of mooncakes here and dere..but i suppose there wont be any lanterns from now on..

Out of the blue..i suddenly took out the pictures of last time..which was abt 5 yrs old of me? its all taken my camera wif film..and i spot a photo..is taken by those camera which u take..den it auto come out immediately de..lots of memories ran thru my head..tt time i was damn close wif my cousins..but now we seems to getting further apart..now we see each other once a yr which is the new yr..sometimes once 2 yrs..times flies real fast..i tink previously i had blogged tt i hate being grown up..i still hates it..

wanna to use digital camera to take those pic so tt i got their soft copy..but too bad cannot..cos the face will be too blur..i tt time sibei cute..LOL..

see when can scan those pic in ba

tt tym in camp..one of my senior said mooncake festival is round the corner..den we say MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL LAHH!
den he sae..well..we eat mooncake on tt day la..

den 1 guy said..den the dragon boat festival is dumpling festival la!

haha..funny..

ending wif a wink =D

Broken@| 1:17 AM

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